Much More Human

I do believe that this damned cold has about run it's course. At last. I awoke feeling a lot better. Two consecutive nights of solid sleep have made a huge difference. I actually had the energy to clean my house. I had been really slacking on it and had a lot to do. It looks much better in here. lol

I am thinking about loading one of those pretty backgrounds you can find online. I just don't know if this is a two column blog? A three column? Does it matter? I can't find answers anywhere and I am wracked with doubt and fear that I might do something horribly wrong and chose the wrong thing. And arrrgh! I always do this to myself.

Anyway, I would like a pretty background where the page remains still and the middle part scrolls up and down. Is that three column, do you think? *is a frakkin idiot*

Dinner smells good. I actually felt like cooking. Chicken, baked potatoes, salad. I also tossed some potatoes in the oven to bake. Yum. I am hongry.

My stupid head is bad. I was haloing, last night. Last night it was a persistent grey dot. I woke up early this morning, opened my eyes to my bedside lamp being on and my brain imploded. I staggered to the bathroom, took care of business with only a soft nightlight on and went back to bed, turned off my lamp and decided to doze for a little bit and get up. I woke up after ten. My head had calmed a bit but it has steadily ratcheted up all day. As long as the stabbing doesn't begin, I should be able to avoid taking anything for it. Advil helps a bit but the rebound doesn't make the small amount of relief I get worth the temporary effect.

I ate like crap the last few days. Being sick and feeling sorry for myself was a shit excuse. But I used it. I am such a weak willed idiot.

I am eating right, today. And journaling my intake carefully. I really do want to stay on track.