Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Much More Human

I do believe that this damned cold has about run it's course. At last. I awoke feeling a lot better. Two consecutive nights of solid sleep have made a huge difference. I actually had the energy to clean my house. I had been really slacking on it and had a lot to do. It looks much better in here. lol

I am thinking about loading one of those pretty backgrounds you can find online. I just don't know if this is a two column blog? A three column? Does it matter? I can't find answers anywhere and I am wracked with doubt and fear that I might do something horribly wrong and chose the wrong thing. And arrrgh! I always do this to myself.

Anyway, I would like a pretty background where the page remains still and the middle part scrolls up and down. Is that three column, do you think? *is a frakkin idiot*

Dinner smells good. I actually felt like cooking. Chicken, baked potatoes, salad. I also tossed some potatoes in the oven to bake. Yum. I am hongry.

My stupid head is bad. I was haloing, last night. Last night it was a persistent grey dot. I woke up early this morning, opened my eyes to my bedside lamp being on and my brain imploded. I staggered to the bathroom, took care of business with only a soft nightlight on and went back to bed, turned off my lamp and decided to doze for a little bit and get up. I woke up after ten. My head had calmed a bit but it has steadily ratcheted up all day. As long as the stabbing doesn't begin, I should be able to avoid taking anything for it. Advil helps a bit but the rebound doesn't make the small amount of relief I get worth the temporary effect.

I ate like crap the last few days. Being sick and feeling sorry for myself was a shit excuse. But I used it. I am such a weak willed idiot.

I am eating right, today. And journaling my intake carefully. I really do want to stay on track.


  1. Yeah after yesterday, I decided to watch what I eat from now on. Forgot all about it today. *sigh*
    Ate some crap today, but tomorrow is another day right?

  2. It sure is. :D I figure if I keep picking myself up and going at it, one day, I might just get it right.

    Or kill myself trying... ;) lol

  3. I sure am so happy to hear that your cold has run its course, by and large. I immediately could feel your pain with the headache. I didn't use to get halos with my migraines...then about 20 years ago or so, they began being a precursor to the migraines. I am so thankful that I do not get too many migraine types of headaches, maybe 2 or 3 a year...But then I kill them with copious doses of aspirin as soon as I feel them come on so they don't have a chance to escalate to migraine epics. Still, they do happen occasionally and I hate them and dread them.

  4. Migraines suck donkeys. I hate knowing that anyone else would have to go through them. I wouldn't wish them on anyone.

  5. I love what you have done with your blog, very pretty!


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